wife was asking what I want for birthday. To be frank, I don't really know.  At 37 year old, I am pretty content with what i have in life. Stable family life with 2 lovely kids and stable career. I am grateful for what I have. Having said that, deep down I still feel like I am searching for something. Something I can't easily put it in words, or maybe I am still trying to define it. Is it the financial freedom that everyone yearns for?  Is it a breakthrough in career, like defining another product that sells like hot cake? Is it owning a turbo charged rwd sport sedan? Is it an early settlement on house loan? Is it the dream to run a full marathon again? Is it to submit mount KK , and reliving my life as an avid outdoorsy guy? Is it to pick up programming work like I used to do 10 year ago? Is it to make my garden a fruitful and abundant one?

Not entirely sure, but definitely a little bit here and there. Anyone hears me out there? Oh ya, maybe a mamak session with bro is what I need.